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(RIP) Conrad G. Lawrence - (May 6, 1933 - January 26, 2010)

Conrad Lawrence - Army, late 60's or early 70's

As some of you may or may not know, my wife and I have been caring for her father for quite a few years now. When we first moved back out to Osteen from Orlando in the late 90’s, he was actually helping us out much more than we were helping him. Conrad’s always been the type of guy that would give you the shirt off his back if you asked for it. And although it felt good to know we were keeping him company after her Mom had passed away, it was initially his giving nature and quiet fortitude that really helped and inspired us in a time of need. But as time has gone on over the past decade plus.. our roles started to reverse and fittingly enough we ended up needing to be there for him in the final years of his life her on earth. That is what family is for though right?

So when Dana’s Dad had a stroke 7 or 8 years ago, our care for him became much more in depth and crucial to keeping him out of the VA hospital and/or a nursing home. And then as Conrad’s health slowly deteriorated more and more, the past few years in particular have been some of the toughest of our lives . In the mid 00’s Conrad developed Alzheimer’s disease which in turn affected his memory, and more importantly, his ability to care for himself in almost any capacity. On top of that and even though we got him to quit shortly after having the stroke, 50+ years of smoking cigarettes had already taken their toll on ol’ Conrad’s lungs. Emphysema & COPD (Cardiopulmonary Disease) made it increasingly difficult for him to breathe properly w/o oxygen machines, a nebulizer, and medications.

So finally this past Tuesday/Jan. 26th, 2010 and after a brave, arduous, and dignified battle.. Conrad’s body finally gave up the ghost and he ascended to another plain of existence from here at his home in Osteen, FL. Fortunately it was a calm, peaceful, and relatively painless passing. Through out all the time I’ve known Conrad and even in his most painful states, he never complained once, and I consider him to be one of the bravest, most noble people I have ever had the honor of knowing.

As tough as it’s been on Dana and I in every imaginable way, we’re trying our best to stay positive and dwell on the good times we had rather than the struggles. To concentrate on the benefits of it all rather than the negative aspects. We’re earnestly trying to look & learn from the experiences we had caring for her ailing elder parent in his final years as a gift rather than a curse, as some might. After all, it’s getting through the tough stuff n’ difficulties in our lives with dignity intact that builds character in a person. The cake work and walks in the park don’t teach us near as much as the trials and tribulations do.

So what has this experience and in turn Conrad taught us?.. Well, we’ve definitely learned what unconditional love truly means. We’ve learned the importance and reward of putting others before ourselves. We’ve learned that life is short, even if you grow to be old. We’ve learned to be thankful for what we have, instead of resenting what we don’t get. We’ve learned that to receive you have to give. We’ve learned that living a life of honor, dignity, respect, sacrifice, gratitude, compassion, and purpose is more valuable in the long run than any thing that you can put a price tag on.

Conrad taught us this. He was our teacher, our father, and our friend. While we mourn his passing and our loss, we celebrate his life and his genuine and giving spirit. We recommit ourselves to living our lives in a way that would make him proud. We shall honor his life and sacrifices by living our lives to the best of our abilities with nothing but gratitude and respect for the man we affectionately knew and loved as: “Pops’”, “Poppie-Cop”, “Cornbread”, “Con-man”, “Buster Brown”, “Daddy, and quite simply - Dad.

Conrad we will dearly miss you but most assuredly never ever forget you. Travel well. Be in peace, and be in light. See you in the stars and give our love to Carolyn, Winifred, and to all the ancestors.

Love Always - Matthew and Dana

PS - To see some photos of Conrad’s life over the years, please click - *HERE

Lyrics: Julian Casablancas - “Out Of The Blue”

Julian Casablancas - “Out Of The Blue”

“Somewhere along the way, my hopefulness turned to sadness
Somewhere along the way, my sadness turned to bitterness
Somewhere along the way, my bitterness turned to anger
Somewhere along the way, my anger turned to vengeance

And the ones that I made pay were never the ones who deserved it
And the ones who deserved it, they’ll never understand it.
Yes, I know I’m going to Hell in a purple basket
‘Least I’ll be in another world while you’re pissing on my casket…

How could you be, oh
So perfect for me?
Why can’t you ignore, oh
The things I did before?

Somewhere along the way, exacting vengeance gave excitement
Somewhere along the way, that excitement turned to pleasure
Somewhere along the way, that pleasure turned to madness
But sooner or later that kind of madness turns into pain

And the ones that I made pay were never the ones who deserved it
Those who helped me along the way, I smacked ‘em as I thanked ‘em
Yes, I know I’m going to Hell in a leather jacket
‘Least I’ll be in another world while you’re pissing on my casket

And all that I can do is sing a song of faded glory
And all you got to do is sit there, look great, and make ‘em horny
Together we’ll sing songs and tell exaggerated stories
About the way we feel today and tonight and in the morning…

How could you be, oh
So perfect for me?
Why can’t you ignore, oh
The things I did before?”……

Video: A_Scissors - “Fourteen Cups Of Tea”


Muzak and Video Editing by none other than: A_Scissors

Dig this?… Well, he’s got a ton of free music for you and yers ears over at Hairy Sloth Records. Look for his new full length LP entitled “Approaching Sunlight” to appear on the web pages of Tha SLoTH in the very near future as well. It will include the track above and be just as immaculate and then some. Count on it.

Videos: Animal Collective - “Brother Sport” + “In the Flowers”

In my humble opinion.. AC are hands down some of the most creative, exploratory, influential experimental auditory artisans of the past 10 years, and their accompanying music videos and the directors they w3rk with to create these visual accompaniments to their futuristic soundZ have only fostered and expanded upon their already incredible visionary and immaculate artistic talents.

Animal Collective - “Brother Sport”

Animal Collective - “In the Flowers”

You can also read and an interview with A.C. and view their 2009 underground cross-over smash hit video for “My Girls” by clicking This Link to a past Gar Lives blog post.

Video: Lusine Feat. Vilja Larjosto - “Two Dots”

Geometry never sounded or looked so beautiful as in Lusine’s -”Two Dots” track off of 2009’s LP
A Certain Distance“.

Wanted to share this video/song with my GarLives peeps for a few months now. Finally got around to it. Props to Ian Monroe to turning me on to this album last year. Mad love n’ respect to you, your ears, and your eyes hombre.

Videos: Atlas Sound, No Age, w/ Jim Jarmusch

Atlas Sound” aka Bradford Cox in his hotel room during 2009’s ATP/All Tomorrow’s Parties Music Festival. He’s showing us how it is done when one man, his guitar, his voice, & his toys are used properly in conjunction with live looping aka infinite tape loop simulation layering.

Presumably from the same hotel complex where many of the ATP fest’s artist were staying.. Here Bradford Cox is joined by No Age’s Randy Randall and esteemed film director and occasional musician Jim Marmusch for an impromtu version of an old Neil Young song - “Cortez the Killer”.

*Props to the artists involved obviously, and to Pitchfork TV for helping document the A/V goodness

Music Video: Grizzly Bear - “Ready, Able”

Magical.
Beautiful.
Stunning.

-I mean what else can one say after seeing/hearing a piece of music and accompanying visuals of this magnitude?

Film: Allison Schulnik
Lighting: Helder King Sun

Music: Grizzly Bear - “ready, able”
Off of their 2009 album: “Veckatimest

11/30/09 - Free alGARhythm n’ Cohorts show at Stardust!

So this thing kinda popped up outta the blue, but R_Garcia is touring Florida at the end of Nov./early Dec. & put me on a bill he’s doing at Orlando uber-hip venue - Stardust next Monday Nov. 30th. It’s totally Free and All Ages, so come check out my new music and some other stellar auditory arteests. All the Info you’ll need about the performers, venue, times, etc. can be found over in the News section of my label: Hairy Sloth.

*Go HERE for all the essentials and potentials.

Come see me play a short but highly potent alGARhythm set next Monday. A lot of you haven’t been out to any of my shows for a good while now, and if you could make it out, I’d really appreciate your support of my new auditory gARTw3rkage. The other artists on this bill are no slouches either, and R_Garcia’s comin’ out of tha ATL schmokin’ hot these days. No doubt, it will be a “warm” one to say the least with a special surprise sesh at the end of the evening. It’s kind of earlier event as well, only running from like 9 - 12, so you’ll be home and in bed at a totally respectable hour for all you early risers’.

Really hope to see you there if ya can make it!

Here’s the flyer:
nov30

Man Wrestles Large FL AlliGator From The Bottom Of The Swamp With His Bare Hands

Manny Puig = rhino balls of stainless steel and gigantic lung capaciity

Could this Alligator Look any more pissed off? Holy Lord ol mighty!!

Do or Die scene from the Ultimate Predator dvd

And before any of you sensitive types get yer panties in a bunch. Please take note that the alligator was unharmed and immediately returned to the water. Manny is a wildlife lover, supporter, and educator. He is also damn lucky he didn’t lose an arm.

Full Interview of G. BaiLey by Allegory Weekly

1. Two-part question: How important is it for you to sell the work you create?
The older I get the more important it seems to become to sell, and though I resigned myself to the idea that I may very well die penniless, unknown, and somewhat broken. -As has happened to many visionaries in past history… *I do want to sell my w3rk. -Just not as a novelty or a decoration or for an unfair amount of monetary compensation. I’m still waiting for the real galleries and/or real collectors to come along. I have sold a few small pieces over the years, maybe 10 - 15 total, but unfortunately no major pieces and nothing to any major collectors as of yet.
I do have faith however, that one of these days the right patron, person, or gallery who believes in my talent and has the means to help get it to the art-buying public is going to come along, get in at the “ground level”, and make themselves and I a decent, honest living in the process. And that’s all I want and/or need really.. Is just an opportunity to make a modest, sustainable living at my Craft. -That’s really it. Unfortunately there may come a point in my life in the not so distant future, where if I don’t find some kind of market to sell my w3rk in on a a semi-steady basis. That the need for survival will completely over take my drive and ability to keep creating new artw3rk. I’ll battle as long and hard as I can to be able to keep making paintings, assemblages, music, and video.. but honestly the older I get, the harder it’s becoming to sustain a life devoted to creativity. If I’m spending the majority of my time and energy doing construction or any other job that I can find, just to pay for basic bills and food. Then eventually the time and energy it takes to create monumental, original artw3rks becomes less and less and less. Until one day there’s nothing left but an empty spot left on the artistic map where there once was vibrant, one-in-a-billion artistic force of humanity. I mean imagine if Jackson Pollock, Pablo Picasso, or Jean-Michel Basquiat had been forced to do drywall or masonry work for all their lives and what a massive waste and misappropriation of talent that would have been? Some may say that I have no right to put myself in that type of artistic company, but I truly believe in my talents, in the w3rk I’ve done over nearly the past 2 decades, and in the potential I have to create future masterpieces of contemporary art. Now all I need, is just a basic modicum of financial support to take my career and w3rk to the next level. *So on that note, if you are a person, patron, or gallery out there who has the means to invest in a future force in the contemporary art w3rld, then PLEASE contact me and let me know what you have in mind. I’d be willing to sign over a percentage of current and/or future earnings from the sale of my art, in exchange for a modest monthly stipend, an investment in me and my artw3rk.. past, present, and future, or a supportive gallery in a decent art market city.

-and how involved in the business aspect do you like to get?
I’d rather just make the art, because I feel that’s what I’m best at, and what I enjoy doing the most in life. At this point in my career though, it’s really just up to me, my wife, and to a few individuals who are helping to promote my visual artw3rk. Up to this point in time, I have had more assistance selling and promoting my auditory w3rks than my visual exploits. Mostly through Polyvibe Records, as well as through another associates company called Xentek, who’s really helped empower me to sell my own w3rks. Xentek also hosts my 3 main websites, and is helping me set up my own company as we speak. I’m hopin’ to have that up and running this Summer/Fall, and will start officially offering up items for sale very soon. -Everything from paintings, prints, shirts, stickers, pins and anything else that we can print on to. Of course my new record label’s website will be offering CDs, DVDs, MP3s and other musically related merchandise for sale very soon as well. All this is long over due and many years in the making, but when you’re going DIY, it’s key to stay patient yet diligent.

2. Have social networking sites like MySpace and Facebook been instrumental in your marketing? If yes, then how?
It all adds up and helps. -So, yes. I’ve made contact with countless publications, labels, venues, and fans through the aforementioned social networking sites, but have yet to have much of it translate into any solid financial gains.

3. What’s your favorite artistic medium?
Assemblage. Though I’ve made many more paintings over the years, and more recently musical recordings. I’ve always had a real love affair with the act & result of assembling collages and sculptures with societal detritus and meaningful personal items that I collect and manage to accumulate. Using actual objects from my life as ingredients in the w3rk, just seems to add an extra ounce of intrinsic value to the art and ends up making it feel that much more personal to me. However, I do thoroughly enjoy having multiple mediums of self expression to explore and would find it hard to w3rk in just one medium all the time. Even assemblage.

4. What’s the local art and music scene like where you’re from?
Non-existent. Which is probably much of the reason for my anonymity from the majority of the art world. I live in a tiny Central Florida town called NoSteen.. er excuse me - Osteen. It’s a small, rural community about halfway between Daytona and Orlando, so there are a few opportunities in those places, but not as many as one might imagine for cities of their size and location. My wife grew up in Osteen and we moved back here from Orlando about 10 years ago to help her father get along after her Mother passed away, and then we eventually have ended up caring for him full time. -As he’s elderly and has Alzheimer’s disease. There are some upsides to living in the woods, compared to the suburbs down the road. There’s much more space, it’s relatively inexpensive, and it’s mega private. Also my wife and I have become homeowners in the process and will have “some” financial leverage in the future. Should we decide to relocate somewhere with a better art market.

5. I see that you’re not only a visual artist, but you also have your hand in other things like the recording industry. How did Gar, the mogul come about?
There’s quote from Picasso that I’ve always subscribed to, and which can probably answer this question. It goes something like: “I am always doing that which I do not know how to do, in order that I may learn how to do it”. There you have it.


6. Who are other people in your field (or other professions) who have influenced you?

There are so damn many…. I’ll give it a shot though -

Painters: Don Van Vliet, Jean-Michel Basquiat, Pablo Picasso, Jackson Pollock, Roberto Matta, Joan Miro, Matthew Ritchie, Banksy, Jim Dine, Francis Picabia, Franz Kline, Nicolas de Staël, Keith Haring, Chuck Close, Glenn Brown, Kenneth Noland, Cy Twombly, Yves Tanguy, Barnett Newman, Willem de Kooning, Amedeo Modigliani, Chaim Soutine, Daas, Michael Blair Scott, Brice Stephens, and Brett Hamil

Sculptors, Assemblers, & Conceptualists: Tim Hawkinson, Jean Dubuffet, Ray Johnson, Andy Goldsworthy, Robert Rauschenberg, Kurt Schwitters, Alexander Calder, Paul McCarthy, Bas Jan Ader, Chris Burden, Tristan Tzara, Marcel Duchamp, Martin Kippenberger, Matthew Barney, Tobias Stretch, Damien Hirst, Isamo Noguchi, Cai Guo-Qiang, Richard Serra, Christo, Andy Warhol, & Andy Kaufman

Film Makers & Video Artists: Len Lye, Chris Cunningham, and Stan Brakhage are the 3 biggest in this category for me. Joel and Ethan Cohen, John Waters, Gus Van Sant, David Lynch, Tim Burton, Wes Anderson, Sofia Coppola, Spike Jonze, Charlie Kaufman, Quentin Tarantino, Robert Rodriguez, David Fincher, Larry Clark, Woody Allen, Wim Wenders, Stanley Kubrick, Martin Scorsese, Guy Ritchie, Clint Eastwood, Ang Lee, among others..

Musicians: (In this category I’m only listing artists that I know personally or have played shows with. For further info: See the link in question #9 below)
A_Scissors, Dr.XnLb, Drone Operator, R_Garcia, Plusses & Ups, Dino Felipe, Machine Drum, Otto Von Shirach, The Rules, Mic Mell, Kalx, Oddknock, Adrian Taylor, Tel Aviv Bats, AttachedHands, Sigh Rodgers, Joel Caldwell, Mr. Whitefolk, Mr. Antonym, and Yip-Yip

7. What’s one thing about your profession that you were surprised to learn about once you began your work?
Well this was something I learned after I’d been working for a few years, but it’s really blown me away how completely close-minded many artists can really be. I suppose that from the outset and as an artist myself, that one wants to believe other artists are people, who by their very nature, should be some of the most open-minded and compassionate beings on planet Earth. Sadly I come to know otherwise over the years. After meeting hundreds, if not thousands of artists from all over Florida to NY to Seattle, WA to Vermont and many places in between. -That artists in general, are some of the most obstinate, narcissistic, close-minded, know-it-all bastards there are. I think this is possibly because art by it’s very nature of constant self-exploration and self-examination leads to.. you guessed it: “Self-absorption”. -Which if used incorrectly can lead to narcissism, smugness, stagnation, and eventually exclusion and divisiveness. Hate to generalize, but just keepin’ it real for my interview and for the readers. On the flipside of that realization, the few artists who manage to stay humble and truly “open” in their lives.. ARE some the most compassionate, beautiful people you will ever meet. -There are a few of’em out there.


8. What’s the best career advice you’ve ever been given and who gave it to you?

“Don’t be afraid to make your dark’s DARK and your light’s LIGHT.” Advice from Kaile Adney. A former artist, a gifted student, and one of my high school girlfriends from way back when I was just starting to get real serious about making art. It’s a mini-lesson about the importance of contrast. A theme in my w3rk and life that has served me well and still holds resonance today. I believe many of the most powerful analogies and truisms from art are just as applicable to life and business as they are to art.

9. What kind of music do you listen to, and who are some of your favorite recording artists?
I am Mainly interested the genres and sub-genres of & pertaining to: Rock and Electronic musics. I’m moderately interested in: Pop, Hip-hop, and Jazz. I am NOT interested in: New Country, Classical, or Hippie Jam Bands.

I’ve got many more “favorite” bands than I could list here, but if you’d like to take a more in depth look at some listings of what and whom those artists are, go to: www.garlives.com/about and check out the links to my “alGARhythm” project and to my “Gar BaiLey” myspace pages. There are also links to my LastFM pages, which display my regular listening habits and have actual radio widgets. *Which you can play and physically listen to quite easily. -Quadruple Yay!

10. From where do you find inspiration for the [visual] art you create?
From the universal laws of nature, science, and philosophy. From Irony. Tragedy. Triumph. Defeat. From other human beings who’ve inspired and confounded me. From spirit molecules. From within the intangible places inside my own being which I could not understand or comprehend but through the transmogrifying journeys of self-expression, exploration, and transformation.

11. What does Gar Bailey like to do for fun? To relax?
Listening to music is the bee’s knees. I like to watch films (with my wife especially). I used to skateboard a lot until injuries started taking their toll on the body. Traveling is fun, with the exception of the whole “flying” part. Going to galleries and museums can be a fun. Good sex is relaxing and can be one of thee best natural stress relievers. -So having and creating orgasms. I’m a huge fan of nature by way of hiking, biking, or even driving if there are the right roads.. I love going to the mountains, old growth forests, and going places with water. -Lakes, rivers, ponds, waterfalls, seas, and the ocean. I also like making mix CDs for my friends and family and have probably made about 100 or more in my lifetime. Going all the way back to the days when you had to do it on cassette tapes.

12. What has been the biggest career bummer you’ve faced thus far? Please give details if the answer involves a specific scenario.
Not having a career would probably be the biggest “career bummer” for me. Not being able to make a sustainable living at what I’m great at, what I love to do, and what I should be doing in this life on planet Earth is a major “bummer”. If the world had it’s way with me, I would have giving up making art a long time ago, and would be a full time construction worker right now. I fight every day of my life to keep that from happening.

13. In your own words, describe your music to me.
Take your pick of descriptions:
-> “Found sound audio collage amalgamations w/ performance art connotations. Continual cross pollination of mediums, builds an air of contagious electricity. A bountiful palette of knobz, boxes, switches, & signals are forged into a wall of profound sound. The Dada with drum machines aesthetic.”

-> “Primordial Circuit Machine Button Boxes, tickling Existential Futuristic Arm Tricks.”

-> “Avant-Garde Auditory Exploration for Creatures of Enlightened Habitats.”

-> “Organic Electronic Music made by a Neo-Dada, Maximalist Artist and Assembler of all things Original & Arrangeable. GaR BaiLey is a true Visionary of multiple mediums & his alGARhythm ProjeKt is the Pinnacle of LIVE Post-Punk Electronics. The Ghost of Rock is Now the Ghost in Gar’s Drum Machines.”

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